Max's Game Grinder: Vlog 2 - Transformers War For Cybertron

Max's Game Grinder: Transformers WFC Vlog 1

random pic: would you like to see my spicy pickle.

Light at the end of a dark tunnel

I got my court papers in the mail this morning, and it says that Serina will be permenetly turned over to the state of Texas. I'd rather she live with stranger than with Amy's family. I hate those fucks for trying to brain wash my baby doll. My child support came up in the court order...$125.00 a month...NOW THAT'S WHAT I CALL A DISCOUNT!!! originally it was 326 in Oklahoma. This order mean that I can afford to send her stuff like a that zune I bought for her. and hopefully a xbox360 for her birthday with xbox live so we can play games together. talk about some good father/daughter time. The best part of all this is I can still get her back. Hold on tight baby doll. this is gonna be a buppy ride, but it'll end honey... ;-)

Random pic: feeling disgusted with myself.

Failure

Why me??? Why are there forces out there that only live to see me fail? Why do they want to play keep away with my only child? When I found out that she was in foster care, I did everything in my power to get her out of there and into my home. Why do they want her to hate me? I left them all to live; I felt dead with them. Why didn't I take her with me? Why did I leave her behind? What have I done? At least I got a chance to be heard. Too bad she's not really listening. I want to run away. I can't look in the mirror anymore. What have I done? I failed you, baby doll. I'm so sorry that I wasn't there. I had to destroy and rebuild myself; I know it's no excuse, but it's the only one I got. Please don't hate me baby doll...PLEASE DON'T HATE ME.